Heartbroken on my left and a cigarette on my right to ease the pain

where are you when i need you?

I’m tired of all the drama , the non sence , and selfishnes ..sometimes I feel like giving up

It sucks when I want to talk to you and your not there or refuse to listen ..I listen to you wish you could return the favor..

So I’m pretty stocked that ill be starting a new life out of the nest and kind of frightened about it but def looking forward to it. And for some reason I don’t feel as happy as I tought I was going to be. One of the big reasons I wanted to move out is so me and my gf could hang out at my place with out worrieng about a people talking shit . And when I told her the news today about we could sleep in the same room she pretty much said she prob won’t sleep with me anymore and I don’t know if I should be happy or dissapointed since I was really looking forward sleeping next to her. Putting that a side I haven’t really felt loved from that person I know she loves me but I feel weird like if was plato de segunda mesa and I’ve been thhere before and the way I feel sometimes reminds me of those times and it scares me . I just miss how it used to be between us when we first started . The love and the can’t wait to see you again . Maybe its just me. I don’t know anymore .

this one is dedicated to my girl.. never done this before.. but i just want to tell the whole world how much i love this girl and cant wait to put a ring on her finger and make her mine for ever.. michelle te amo trompuda